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OMFG : O  

1: Put in earphones

2: Close your eyes

3: Get ready for a virtual hair cut 

Reblogging ‘cause this is awesome.

(Source: awesomaticeric)

I couldn’t help myself xD

He actually gave me props later in the comments, bahaha.

I couldn’t help myself xD

He actually gave me props later in the comments, bahaha.

Gene’s grandmother, Cari, recently called with news that Gene’s dad, who’s had MS and has been deteriorating for years, has gone into a non-responsive state and they’re expecting him to pass within a few days. It could change but it’s unlikely.

I immediately started crying.

Obviously, I never got to know his dad when he was healthy but when we lived in Oregon we saw him kinda regularly and I could see him fighting this disease that had taken over him… I could even tell that he recognized and liked me.

One thing that bothers me is Gene’s reaction, which was almost none at all. I get that he’s been dealing with and expecting this for years, and he even admitted to hurting, but it just gets me how there was no outward reaction. Like, I think I connect with people on more of an emotional level. I guess I have this fairytale idea of comfort where we cry into each other’s arms or something. I know I need the compassion and support; it just baffles me how he seemingly doesn’t.

So many thoughts running through my mind. I can’t handle it right now.


My mother warned me about cigarettes that could cause cancer
But she never told me that self-hatred can grow faster than any tumour ever could

My father warned me that I should never stop thinking
But he never told me that overthinking would kill my happiness

My sister warned me about other people who might make hurtful comments about me
But she never told me that instead of hearing someone else’s voice, I’d hear my own

My brother warned me about drugs in baggies sold on the street,
But he never told me about the ones that people put in your glass when you’re not looking

My grandmother warned me about the devil with his tail and red horns
But she never told me about his angelic smile and dark, ocean blue eyes

My grandfather warned me about booze that could kill
But he never told me that if you drink enough alcohol, it tastes like love

My cousin warned me that I should love my virginity to a guy I love
But she never told me he should love me, too

My aunt warned me that if I kept eating that much, I might vomit
But she never told me that even without eating anything, you can hang over the toilet and puke

My baby sitter warned me that a boy could break my heart
But she never told me that if I made him mad, he’d also break my arm and nose

My teacher warned me about dangerous men with knives that could cut my throat
But she never told me that I didn’t need these men to cut my skin

They all warned me that I shouldn’t do dangerous things that could kill me
But I never had the chance to ask them if slitting both of my wrists vertically
And taking thirty-eight aspirins, was one of these dangerous things


d.a.n. (the-fault-in-our-scars)

(Source: the-fault-in-our-scars)






Lifehack: Accidentally text the wrong person? Immediately put your phone on airplane mode and once it fails to deliver, delete the message.

This can save lives

i hope none of us never have to, but yeah


This really could have helped in my life choices in the recent past.


These are some of my captures from tonight. Not too shabby considering they were taken with my iPhone held up to the telescope lens. The last photo is of Saturn with a blue filter. Without the filter it was too bright for the camera to catch anything. The filter dimmed it enough that you can see the rings and that it is in fact Saturn.

We also looked at Mars and Jupiter tonight. I’ve now seen three planets other than the one I’m floating around on. That’s really cool.

There’s just something about seeing the planets for yourself. To know that, yes, Saturn does have rings and to not blindly trust what the world tells you.

Ok. It’s almost 4am. Night.

Love it.

"Happiness begins with you. Not with your relationship, your friends, or your job. But with you."

Mandy Hale (via w-ritings)

(Source: iwaschangedforgood)

The Midnight Planétarium watch not only tells time, but follows the orbit of our solar system’s planets. 

The Midnight Planétarium watch not only tells time, but follows the orbit of our solar system’s planets. 

(Source: asapscience)

Tumblr Texting Buddy Application.

  • Name:
  • Where you are from:
  • Timezone:
  • Age:
  • When I Can Text You:
  • How Fast You Respond:
  • Anything Else:
  • Favorite kind of music:


ZodiacChic Post:Libra


ZodiacChic Post:Libra


This is so cute??????????????


This is so cute??????????????

(Source: dumbgirlfriend)

Woke up just to see the blood moon eclipse. Too bad I couldn’t get any decent pictures but it’s still a cool thing to see.

Pretty much never really have.

Pretty much never really have.

(Source: dryyoureyes-startbelieving)

"On Periods: Let’s put this shit to bed right now: Women don’t lose their minds when they have period-related irritability. It doesn’t lower their ability to reason; it lowers their patience and, hence, tolerance for bullshit. If an issue comes up a lot during “that time of the month,” that doesn’t mean she only cares about it once a month; it means she’s bothered by it all the time and lacks the capacity, once a month, to shove it down and bury it beneath six gulps of willful silence."

Shakesville: Feminism 101 (via andotherdoublemeanings)


(via lagertha-lodbrok)



(via giant-pancakes)

Exactly. Exactly. Exactly.


(via miserablemermaid)
About Me

Thunder of Wild Horses

Jacqueline, aka Pup or Aiko. 20 year old furry... I happen to be a complicated/complex, over-thinking, over-analyzing, misunderstood, misjudged, misfitted non-conformist who struggles with depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts, PTSD, etc. I'm a dreamer who would love to travel... Photography is a personal favorite. I adore my animals, love reading, rollerblading, all kinds of music and so much more... Overall, I'm just a young girl/woman trying to find my way in the world. In love with a guy named Gene. This is my personal blog--and my only one, so far. I post whatever I want and some of it is explicit so be forewarned.

Favorite Quote

I show the smile that others wish to see, because they do not know the real me...